There’s a stirring deep within meCould it be my time has comeWhen I’ll see my gracious SaviorFace to face when all is doneIs that His voice I am hearingCome away My precious oneIs He calling meIs He calling meI will rise upRise up then bow downAnd lay my crown at His wounded feet.
- There is a stirring. In all of us. We need to hear that stirring. No one is exempt from this. We all have our talents, our gifts, our attributes that God instilled in us for purposes we may not understand. And when, in our lives, that blessing tries to make itself known, we have to make sure we don’t squash that noise. Feel the stirring. Hear the voice.
- Could it be my time has come? Oh how I struggle with this. What am I good for? What are my gifts? Why am I here? What can I possibly offer? What a glorious thought to think of God calling my number. What awe inspiring joy to know that all along He was right. He did have a plan for me. He will use me. There is a time that I have been prepared for where my life will have merit. But much beyond that, That I am loved and cherished by Him. He won’t only call me to my prepared tasks, but one day, later, He will call me home.
- Is that His voice I am hearing? We equally need to make sure we aren’t listening to whispers of the enemy. He will have quite a few things to say about us in both the ‘do’ and ‘don’t’ columns. Many will try and talk us both in and out of things in our lives. Join us for this, abandon them for that, move here, don’t touch that. Its easy to measure the voices against scripture. Who has to gain from the temptations in your heart? Who suffers from the whispers in your ears? Scripture will help you to discern His voice in the stirring.
- Is He calling me? In short. He will. You just have to weigh the truth against the voice. If it matches, your blessing is here and now. Obey the voice. Draw power from the stirring. It’s not a questions of if, but of when.
- I will rise up. Picture standing against an insurmountable army. Or, that epic moment in your favorite movie when the underdog finally stands up to the bully. Or, when the patient stands up to donate organs to save another’s life. Or even, A circle of people waiting for volunteers for the impossible mission and you stand first. You cross that line. Those tear jerker moments we experience in life. When we rise up to honor Christ we are taking a literal and figurative stand. If you listen to this song, you can hear grand yearning in this part of the song. I’m not just standing. The chair goes flying backward. I’m jumping. I can’t be stopped. This is MY moment. It’s God’s but it’s mine too. This is where I show I’m not just talk. I’m not just a Sunday ‘christian’. I want that capital C. I’m an actual, true, honest follower of God and this is where it shows. No matter what the enemy throws at me… I WILL STAND UP! No matter how human or weak I am, God stands with me and with fantastic greatness, I will stand with Him.
- then bow down. We immediately acknowledge that, while this may be our moment, it all belongs to God. He gives us the power. He gave us the Savior. He gives us His love. It’s all for Him. We bow down in reverence, love, shame, honor, fear. We quickly accept our place in His army and then show our allegiance to Him. Rise up, then bow down. Imagine what this would look like in a simultaneous act. Yet, that is what we are. Emboldened Christians with great power on a mission of soul leveling significance, yet we accept it fully knowing our place in His kingdom. We bang the sword on our shield ready to fight whatever monstrosity approaches but we acknowledge we are nothing apart from the Lord. We bow down. We worship. We know our sins. More importantly we know WHY we sinned.
- Lay my crown. We understand life on a different level than most. We know that death is not the end. And since we all die… we are making plans for a very lengthy future. “You can’t take it with you” is a common saying for the Christian. But we know that our earthly trappings are exactly that. It will all burn up in the end, but for some those trinkets will cause irreparable damage along the way. We can’t bow before the king and still claim crowns of our own. Those crowns can be money, objects, people, places. We have to let go. We have to grasp onto the one thing that matters in life and drop the small stuff. (all of it is small stuff). Its easy to quickly jumble this is in with bowing down. But lets not allow that to happen. This is a very specific act of worship that requires great thought and sacrifice. When we bow, we accept Christ. That is only part one. When we lay our crowns at His feet, we are rejecting the worldly self that we died to when we were baptized. This is two completely different acts and both are very much required.
- His wounded feet. God let His son become a baby boy on this earth. He walked among our ancestors and was killed by them. He was wounded. He suffered. He sacrificed. He yearned for God and felt abandoned and alone on the cross. He faced time away from God (we would call this Hell) so that we won’t have to. He did this out of love for us. Jesus accepted this task, knowing in advance the full meaning and consequences. Because He is one with God and He loves us too. Father approved, child accepted, man manipulated, the plan became complete when Jesus blew the tomb door open. We serve a wounded God. A God so loving that He accepted our punishment on our behalf. A very special few actually got to see the scars after His resurrection. Standing up is the crescendo. The wounded feet are the punch line. We must never forget who we serve or why.
Such a short song. Will you sing it? I mean, will you stand up… and really sing it? To truly mean the words in this song is a commitment that many aren’t ready for. But I still pray for you. That you will accept the calling of this song. That you will hear the stirring and be able to pinpoint its exact meaning. I pray that you will soon realize how silly advancement in this world really is and that you will seek true meaning and real value. I pray that you will accept the you that Christ accepts. He loves us all… even when we can’t love ourselves. Try to sing this song. Try to mean it. Focus on the words and let them flow from your heart. Is He calling you?